Tuesday, August 11, 2009

something killed me

I don't know what's with today. After a fairly satisfactory day, after-dinner just seemed to continue spiraling downwards. I had work tutoring English and not one of my lessons turned out the way I used to do it. Distracted, or not in the mood...one of those two. Was supposed to watch a season 5 House episode but was not able to, mainly because I went overtime with my last student. I didn't feel really like I was doing my best but I couldn't do anything about it. I hate this feeling...

And so, I just tried to ward off the feeling... soundtripped, surfed, plurked song lines and generally, just sent my plans to hell. and now, it's late, i'm looking at the time i've wasted. my right hand's aching, I haven't washed my clothes like I planned to. I was also looking forward an (first) early morning jog, and now, it's not going to happen. darn this.

my mood's a bit better because of DA, but not yet in the pinkest of degrees. me need to go artsy, even if just for awhile.

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