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if there's anything that this sem is becoming, it's that i'm starting to regret sticking with my course. i've finally surpassed the math series. i've just about made enough to get over with physics 71. and now, here comes physics 72. if what my prof said was true, my brain isn't interconnected enough for me to fully comprehend the ideas being presentd in all these science courses. my head just swims through the concepts in physics. and when it's time for recit or quiz - i usually don't remember a thing of what was discussed the previous day. and it's like everything's so simple during the lecture, but when the questions come raining in, i don't know what happened to what i knew then. it's like my brain isn't processing the data. it just looks at them and throws them out. nothing there to retain. awhile ago, i was thinking, i really lke to read so why hadn't i taken a literature-related course. food technology being a majorly technical course, i don't know if i can't make it in the industry. and more students are taking up the course nowadays. i'd be dead meat.

and now, it's time to think of a probable thesis topic and right now, i've had no good ideas.

mantra to self: must not invite bad vibes, must no invite bad vibes. just go, go, go.

yes, i was on a roll awhile ago, just looking up on anything that may possibly yield anything. the place left to scour is the net. and oh yeah, need to look through my notes, especially those during the food chem classes. might find something that'll set off a spark.


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november just breezed through and gone, leaving me with an impression of having wasted the past month. to think that this sem is thesis proposal sem. it was like, my only real (read: serious) class was physics. in kas 2, sir neil was usually interspersing jokes and stories into the lesson, which comes in the form of carefully prepared handouts giving just a general overview of the topics. we could while away the time just laughing at what sir was saying. we had our first meeting in he 101 last wednesday. and i've got an essay due tomorrow about a treasured object (which i'm having a hard time identifying that's why i'm blogging for the lost time, haha). hrim 112 just serves to remind me that i'm no longer used to having 7am classes. there hasn't been a class day where i was on time. thankfully, our prof doesn't arrive at 7 on the dot, so at tleast, there's some leeway for me. although i forgot to anticipate the traffic caused about by the one-way policy in the acad oval, thus making the toki jeep's route further. but ma'am was later than me today so it's fine. as for fs 192, well, it has been so-so the past weeks. however, with the lessons in material/mass balance, i don't think it'll be easy anymore. analytical skills need to kick in. i just hope i have enough of those to serve me well in the exam on january 11.