lost?!?

i'm lost right now. i do not know what i really feel. i'm not completely getting myself into the feel of a group. this has been the case for this week. wait, i think i didn't want myself to feel. what's this? some kind of phase i'm going through? for the sake of acquiring something new? no, i don't really want this. i don't like this. i like people. i should enjoy. next week should be something new. i'm sorry to everyone whom i've been ignoring or what. weird vibes.