i haven't been posting regularly. it really sucks coz there are plenty of things i wanna say. hmm.. let me just say something about the events of yesterday:

in the morning, i was listening to the live recordings of the eraserheads i got from jiggs from the circus yahoogroup. even if i've heard those songs plenty of times as the original studio versions, i couldn't help but feel goosebumps upon hearing them and hearing ely buendia thank the crowd and everybody else. i just miss them so much. they would still be great if they were still here today. look at the creative genius that these four guys had.

and then ate cash and ate mariz, our two barista boardmates have already left yesterday. they stayed there from summer till last month because they were reviewing for the bar exams. so yesterday was their last day. and ate cash's mom just died on tuesday morning, philippine time. she's residing in the states with one of her daughters. there's a lot of goodbyes happening nowadays.

and not only that, most of my classes ended yesterday, too. because my TF classes, i only have two and only one where we still meet, that is until today. it was our 5th exam in math 53. so yesterday was the last day i saw most of my classmates already.

i was still at home watching ate cash and ate mariz pack and listening to the eheads and i felt that that day would indeed be quite a sad one. ending of some good companies. well, it's almost the end of the sem. i'm looking forward to a new one and to meet another assortment of peoples and have new experiences.

*sigh*

gotta go.. just gotta let this out. ciao!

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i found something else.. it's The Middle by Jimmy Eat World. pretty cool message and a great song:

Hey
Don't write yourself off yet
It's only in your head you feel left out or looked down on
Just try your best
Try everything you can
And don't you worry what they tell themselves when you're away

It just takes some time
Little girl you're in the middle of the ride
Everything, everything will be just fine
Everything, everything will be all right, all right

Hey
You know they're all the same
You know you're doing better on your own, so don't buy in
Live right now
Yeah, just be yourself
It doesn't matter if it's good enough for someone else
It just takes some time
Little girl you're in the middle of the ride
Everything, everything will be just fine
Everything, everything will be all right, all right

It just takes some time
Little girl you're in the middle of the ride
Everything, everything will be just fine
Everything, everything will be all right, all right

Hey
Don't write yourself off yet
It's only in your head you feel left out or looked down on
Just do your best
Do everything you can
And don't you worry what their bitter hearts are gonna say

It just takes some time
Little girl you're in the middle of the ride
Everything, everything will be just fine
Everything, everything will be all right, all right

It just takes some time
Little girl you're in the middle of the ride
Everything, everything will be just fine
Everything, everything will be all right, all right