talking some more

i should like to talk more. well, to try to get things out of my head. or make a clearer semblance of them if not to get rid of them.

hmmm...

one thing on my mind which i haven't given full attention to is the current status of my religious belief/s. what about? whether i truly believe in Christ and all the roman catholic dogma. it's been a year or so already. i've only been going to mass when i'm in pangasinan.

(ok. i'm just gonna state the thoughts i've been having. it's not like i'm gonna be able to do some clear thinking here.)

and the previous entry's talking about my being out of touch with reality.

sheesh, i really need proximity to be able to keep up my relations with people. lalo na sa mga guys. if i made a friend or at least a casual acquaintance out of a guy today and i didn't get to see him tomorrow, i'd be so aloof it's like we just met on our next meeting. a perennial problem.

anyway, speaking of guys. i've seen the two guys i've been pining over ever since i realized summer classes are gonna start. actually, i was pining for only one, but then i got to see the other, and more frequently than the other may i add, that well, it's an added bonus. the other i've missed during the summer had his hair cut. didn't recognize him the first time i saw him. actually had the gall to look at him, and so we had a good stare at each other. i was drawn to him when i went to get water from casaa's water dispenser. and before i knew it, i was walking towards him looking at his face and that's when i realized it was him. him being the object of my all-about-guys-writings for the past months. darn, still haven't gotten over all those stuff. which is really frustrating or saddening or pitying for me.

i want to do a lot of things. not enough time to do but things i have to do. first up, i got to finish the results and discussion reports for experiments 5&6 and then study for the 1st long exam in quantitave inorganic analysis. chem for the summer. 6 hours a day in the chem pavilion. who would've thunk it? well i did. and it's a little more than two weeks before salvation comes. of course, throw in a number of exams before that happens.

i'll be darned. it's almost 3 pm on my watch. i haven't had lunch yet. and i'm planning to play today. so much for the top two things i have to do. promise, tonight. that is, if i don't pick up gaiman's neverwhere (newly bought at the as walk for P250, still brand new with the NBS sticker still at the back haha) or finish dickens' great expectations (less than a half-inch of pages more).

the freakin' tag-item for the number of comments is quite frustrating. haven't got the time to sift through the lines of tags on the template. but it wasn't there before. shouldn't be. no change occurred in that part of the tag. wonder what happened. somebody fix this.