Friday, December 21, 2007

[random thoughts]

it could have been my first time to go to any of bolinao's beaches, and for that matter, just to go there for leisure. when i go to bolinao, it's either to visit the grave of my grandfather or accompany my mom to settle some matters. circumstances would not permit it.

it is supposed to be a season of good cheer. for my cousins and my aunt, it may not turn out to be such. losing a husband and a father is something nobody expected at this time. my cousins are still all in school. all of a sudden, their dad is taken away from them. though the prelude had been so long, i would like to think that their minds are finally at ease, albeit, in a very melancholy way. i have no better words with which to express my condolences to you tita cyn, tj, pat and alana. i know you can get through this. be strong and don't forget that there are many people around who are willing to help, just as how your family has always done in the past.

i don't want to end this post on a sad note.

i arrived here in dagupan at 12 mn. this was because i was able to leave qc by 7pm. this after having had a movie marathon (of the four i got to watch only two), a drinking session at around 10 in the morning, and more kwentuhan afterward with pizza for lunch. i don't think i can do justice to the experience right now. another time. when we get back from the funeral.

and um, christmas is right around the corner, poking its head out. don't feel it yet. i felt some semblance of the spirit when i was watching the fireworks after the lantern parade (this one really blew me away - ang galing talaga) with pinoy christmas songs being played on the background. rightn ow, there's nothing else i can feel that comes close to the happiness brought about by christmas.

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